Learning to dance in the rain.: This is the new year

Just a little something from Demi's book "Staying Strong"

First things first, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!! :")

I wanted to write a blogpost on the 31st when I reached home but I went to rush my GP quiz thinking it was due yesterday but i realised it's not :-( but it's okay, at least i got something productive done yesterday hehe :D

Well, it's been a long and crazy year that went by really quickly and I'm really thankful for the people that encouraged me or listened to me when i was stressed and stuff :) things happened one right after another and sometimes i really think that time is passing by too quickly and it's kinda sad cus we can't do anything about it :( imagine if we had 48 hours a day ^^ there were days that i really wished would last forever becus at that moment, everyone was so happy and it's just a really nice feeling especially when majority of us are pretty stressed up with jc life. There are so many things that i wanna do but i haven't done this holiday and somehow bam! the new year is here and everything's gonna start coming again. Before the holidays started, I had so many things planned in mind but i guess i probably did like less than half of what i intended?

Much as the school year was pretty stressful cus I was really busy with council stuff, especially in the second half of the year and there were also trainings and school work and everything else on top of that, I'm happy that I lived through it and I kinda got my break that i really wanted and i guess it was pretty fulfilling too in a way ^^

2013 has indeed been an eventful year and looking back, at the end of 2012 i was like super excited for the movie "New Year's Eve" to come out cus Lea Michele was in it and i really really wanted to watch it haha and then came Os and the day we got back our results was one of the best days ever cus it really felt good when i realised my hard work paid off and my mummy and daddy were really happy, my friends did really well too and we were all really happy and the fact that we could all share the joy together was really nice :") it feels just like yesterday when we first entered vj cus we just had our first day of ogl camp and it kinda brings back all those memories but it was a really good day with ARVIA becus everyone's really nice and funny and i really like my og mates hehe :D then there was match support season, investiture, COLOUR RUN (omg one of the best days and experiences ever!!!!!!!!! i feel so happy whenever i happen to browse through my colour run photos), teachers' day, promos (HAHA) , PW, VA and well holidays :) I'm sorry if i missed out anything :<

Swiss trip was definitely one of the best school trips ever and it's really nice how even though we didn't really know each other at first (the vj students), we could play and talk and laugh with each other from the very first day of the trip, as if we've known each other for a really long time :) meeting my buddy and getting to know her better and just having all those fun times, even those little moments was awesome possum <3 as well as meeting all the other swiss students too! building a snowman which we named pizza magherita hahaha and like playing with the snow and simply walking in the snow are beautiful memories that i would never forget and it made me realise how that dream of mine to live in a small town whenever i'm stressed actually really feels as nice as what i imagined it to be :) friends let's all go migrate to a small town when we're old and be neighbours and bring cupcakes over to each other's houses and chill on the front porch during summer and drink tea in those cute little teacups (though i don't like tea haha) and have cool sleepovers and have movie marathons and and ahhh do everything nice and cool :") dwee if u ever read this, it's what we planned hehehehe!!!!! :D

Aussie trip with my mummy and daddy was really cool and nice and fun too^^ i'm really grateful that i'm close to my mummy and daddy unlike some of my friends and i still have dinner with them on school days and we do talk and laugh together hahaha :D but i'm always at home while they go out on weekends cus i needa do my work :( but yes the beach at gold coast was so pretty and it was cool to just walk in the shallow water along the beach and have my feet feel the soft and fine sand and haha it made me feel like i'm living the tumblr life but sigh i don't look as cool as all those pretty girls with nice figures hahahahaha but yes we didn't have wifi in the apartment that we stayed at and we only get it in some cafes but i had gotten so used to not playing with my phone for a few days that i was lazy to use my phone too and decided to eat my food only haha but there were some nights when i used it but yes it actually felt really good when i'm not using my phone for days :D [sorry there's so many 'but's in one sentence] it's like living the dream that i always have where i wished i didn't have a phone so no one could contact me so i wouldn't have more stuff to do when i already have no time and you keep chasing me for stuff :( hehehe (ok if you're reading this you cannot say out my secret wish okays ^^) and honestly sometimes i don't like my phone cus it keeps buzzing like o m g shh for a moment please and sometimes i feel so tired to reply ppl like can u read my mind so i no need to type hahaha but yes its true that i spend more time on my phone this year (idk why) but a lot of stuff are discussed over whatsapp groups and stuff so there are days when i find myself just sitting on my chair replying people for like almost an hour straight and i'm like whattttttt when i realised becus i thought replying a few people would take like probably 10 mins but no :( fast typing and replying ppl can actually take up a lot of your time!!!! and i always regret a little after it happens but i had to do it and i would start thinking hmm if i didn't use my phone for like 2 hours and get all my work done, then i would save all the texting time and i can trade it for like an episode of dance moms/masterchef,etc or like read my book, that would be like pretty worth it and it would be a better break :-)

Spending one month overseas in angmoh countries has made me really happy cus everywhere i turn, there are like pretty girls and hot guys <3 hehehehehee though there are more good-looking girls than guys i seriously do not know why

This kinda sums up my year and i'm sorry that it's kinda lengthy but i like writing (ok fine this is typing but similar concept know) so yup :)

As the new year approaches, I hope that i'll be able to use less of my phone, be more focused on what i needa do and manage my time better :D [if i can concentrate and do what i needa do at one shot instead of using my phone in between, then i would finish it faster then i can watch teevee or read my book and maybe sleep earlier hehe] also, i really hope that my friends and i will be able to make some time for one another to meet up despite our busy schedules and i really really hope my class stays together :) really really hope to find some direction in life too cus we would needa chose our course for uni and it's kinda scary cus i needa decide what i needa do in life alrdy but i'm not ready and the thought of that is just crazzzzzzy and yes get my desired grades for A's :D

Also, hopefully I'll still be able to blog when the school term starts cus it's a nice avenue for me to like think about stuff that happened and for me to pen down my thoughts :) becus i can't do it in my kikki diary ( i do short ones in it sometimes) cus it kinda has limited space which is usually filled up by things that i needa do or like doodles from lectures cus they're boring oops haha

Once again, i hope everyone has a great year ahead and yes it's gonna be tough but we'll all get through it together and in no time, it will all come to an end whoop whoop ^^ HAPPPY NEW YEAR GUYS and stay happy and keep smiling <3

On a side note, I'm so gonna celebrate new year's eve + day in new york some day and watch the ball drop!!!!!!! :D it's so cool!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

YAY PICTURE POST THE NEXT TIME ^^