It's so easy to feel crappy and shit by these things 

we make these memories for ourselves

I've never been one who's good with farewells but i guess the older we get, the more we'll have to deal with it

well so friday (10th oct 2014) was the last day of official school i'll ever have in my entire life, that sounds pretty crazy to me becus it feels as though we were all in primary/secondary school just a while ago.. sobzpie how did time pass by so fast :( we are getting o l d ...

despite saying how school pretty much sucks especially nowadays, i'm still thankful for my 2 years spent in vj and there were some v v memorable and happy times that i hope i'll remember forever and there were definitely people who i'm really happy to meet and become friends with :")

floorball girls :-) looking back i really wondered how i managed to survive trainings almost every day cus now when i see the juniors leave for training i lardy feel tired haha

dwee <3 super super thankful to be in the same jc as u and thank q so much for encouraging me, playing w me, eating w me, surprising me sometimes when i least expect it and everything else <3333 like watching movies w me, helping me w my work and talking about people n helping me w other stuff too :") you've definitely made my jc life  a whole lot better :-) love u!!!!!

mousey <3 hehehehe hope u can achieve your model dream haha
but thank q for everything too :-) seeing u and dwee in e mornings always make the start of my days happier n i'm happy we got to be in e same school again ^^ love love <3

this is such a gay photo (esp me :<) haha

a more decent photo to redeem myself haha

toh :) thank q toh for being around w me in class & council stuff :) and for helping e noob me w math n reminding me for class stuff :) thankful to have a st nicks friend in class n someone who i can gossip w hahaha and learn about interesting stuff about other ppl :") and for not laughing at me as much as others hehehehe <3

bixia!!! haha aka michelle my lit buddy who is v v skinny possibly one of my skinniest friends ever hahaha
who is really blonde n bimbotic but smart!

13S53 :-) thankful to be in this class though we may not be e most bonded or anything but we do have lots of fun times in class w all the guys' funny comments n stuff like how they always shout e P word/ randomly shouting nigel's or zubair's name! though u guys always laugh at me (idek why) but i know deep down u guys r nice ppl so thank q for accepting me and playing w me haha :) and sorry i haven't been e best class rep or anything but i do hope that what i did was at least enough!
will definitely be a bunch that i remember hehe come on guys we need more class outings but maybe less horror movies? haha :)

welfaeries <3

SDD adhoc :)

SC <3 you guys r definitely form a big part of my lives becus of all the times we had to  do stuff together hahaha but definitely grateful to meet each n everyone of u and it's been a joy serving e school together w u guys despite the hours we put in and the stress we sometimes feel and n how larry used to always catch me for my skirt! thank q for all e memories :-) and i really can't wait for the day in e future where we would meet up again! remember your dog tag guys!!!! ^^

my favourite arvia ogls <3 super super thankful to be in arvia becus honestly in my whole life, i always get put in a group  w ppl i don't really know/am not v close to and we always end up not being v close in the end so arvia has definitely been one of the best groups i've ever been in in my LIFE and i'm v v v happy to meet each n everyone of u :-) arcane w u guys was definitely one of my favourite memories i had in vj and ahhh i'm just v v happy whenever i see u guys!!! please promise to meet up after As and we can have more fun times together okays? love love love all of you <33

ARCANE <3

pokey :)

alyssa :-) hehe who looks like a cutie pompompurin 

my favourite floorball girls yeehwee tasha waipan and danyel <3 you guys r e ones who make me happy going for trainings hehee love u n i hope we get to go out tgt after As hehe

tasha <333 ahhh super super thankful to have gotten much closer to u this year and towards e end of last year ;-) you r probably the closest friend i have in vj whom i met in vj!!!!! are u honoured? :-) hehee i'm always v happy to see u around in school n why are u one year younger than meeeee :( but thank q for all e fun times we had and all the talks n u calling me a lil shit and everything else u do to me but hehehe love u and please hang out w me after As hahaha

another happy arvia photo wheeeeee ^^

ahhh bye friends while i go back to studying haha

P.S. two sad things happened :(
1. i lost my ruler that i've had for 5 years!!! idk why i just really like it n treasure it :( even though one side of it chipped off i've always used it n not get a new one. it's been w me through all exams n tests i've taken for e past 5 years :( if u have it please return it to me it has my name on it!!!!
2. i'm so angry cus i updated my phone to ios8 and then it had an error and then i had to restore n back up everything n my whatsapp had a problem so i had to re-install and now all my past messages r gone w people :-(