I don't even know why i'm feeling so emotionally attached to it when it feels like i'm being attached to something i nvr really had??? and sometimes i'm just so afraid that my best may not be good enough  :-( but i'm also afraid that i may regret not trying and persevering till the end :-(

I guess i finally understand what people meant when they said overthinking really kills...

Sometimes it feels like all my friends are the swash and i'm the backwash?????? 

Being not skinny nor smart is like a double whammy :-((((((((((

School started officially for term 3 and well i dk what to feel or how to feel about it. I still find it pretty weird to be amidst so many people after being almost always home throughout the whole june hols where the people i saw were mostly my mummy and daddy. And i guess i feel pretty aimless and in a way empty now becus all that is left to do rn is for me to study. It feels weird that i actually get to go home everyday right after school, no more trainings or pts, no more council stuff, it's just me and my books and i guess that scares me in a way?? I kinda forgot what it felt like to be like this when i was in sec 4 :( but i guess it was an easier transition then? I don't really know. So many uncertainties in life and we r just on our way to finding all those answers and then, what's next? But okays hopefully we'll all have better days ahead and maybe time will pass by so fast (in a good way) that this will all be over soon n we can travel overseas n finally do what we really want. Till then, stay focus and guarded and may things go alright.

P I C T U R E S June Hols Edition

Hehe majority of the photos taken during june hols + some during term 2 that were previously not uploaded

sorry for the bad ordering idk why it's messed up :<

P.S. sorry for some bad quality photos becus i'm too noob and lazy to go filter them n make them pretty :< it's e people and moment that really matters more anyways :-)

i think i look better when i have a mask on my face hahahaha

remember them??

the day i held a selfie stick for the first time