Beautiful People

I'm always v v heartened when i meet people who are beautiful to me :") it's like somehow it's just a v v beautiful feeling to me and it's really nice to know that there r still many nice people out there in this world :) these people are not like necessarily beautiful on the exterior but rather, it's the struggles n hard times that they've been through that allows them to emerge stronger and better :) i guess this is also one of the many reasons why i'm a fan of demi becus well she isn't like any other ordinary celebrity but rather, she had her fair share of pain n sadness n now she's become a beautiful n stronger person <3 but talking about this, i feel like i'm a bad fan :( amidst all the school work, i forgot to wish her happy birthday saddddd :< 

so what happened was on tuesday 2 weeks ago, michelle and i went for ms chia's poetry session :-) she was our lit teacher last year but she left to go study at new york!!! we were tired after econs csq timed practice (which was a flop for me) but still decided to go becus we wanna go and it seemed cool. turned out to be a good decision that we made becus i'm v v v happy that i went!!!!!! ^__^  i wasn't productice jc wise that night but i was productive life-wise becus i felt like i've much to learn from her and her (family) life was like a beautiful tragedy that formed who she is today as a person and i look up and respect her for that :)

School hasn't been the nicest nor the most fun but i guess we have to go through all these (shitty days) before we finish As where there'll be rainbows and unicorns waiting for us on the other side :-) the lack of time definitely scares me a lot and yes there are so many times when i feel like shit and everything doesn't seem to go my way but maybe somehow things will all work out in the end. At least that's what i really really hope for. PRELIMS start next week much wow this is cray cray i'm like not fully prepared at all :-((((

On hindsight, it's funny how smth that once seemed so harmless like school where we were happy and carefree could actually make you feel so much in a day when you're older but well i guess it's just becus we've kinda seen the world now and maybe it's not a bed of roses anymore