We often wonder about life when we're alone, when we're tired, when we feel awkward and when we're just not exactly happy but we're not sad too. life really gets confusing at times and sometimes i find myself not really knowing someone when i used to think i really knew that person. sometimes people do such weird stuff i can't even comprehend and like maybe i'm the weird one cus like yeah sigh idk and well there are people that i know but i don't really know-know you get what i mean :<
And sometimes i don't know what to make out of my own thoughts and feelings and it's complicated. and well the lack of time scares me a lot. term 2 starts tmrw, i'm not physically or mentally ready for the term. it's definitely gonna be an exciting term with all the concerts and match support sessions and floorball season and my buddy coming over :) but sigh there's still my studies and haha i hope that i'll be able to juggle all of these and hopefully make it out of term 2 happy and with no regrets :> and in about around 8 months time we'll all be going our separate ways and it's sad to have to say goodbye to all those friendships and school times and i really wonder who i'll stay in contact with and who i'll continue to meet up with and well we all know that we only meet up with our close friends and not friends that we just know and it's kinda sad but sigh we'll see about that. there are people you are happy to talk to and well there are people who you are obligated to reply cus it's mean not to but sometimes i really wonder what they're thinking cus they just don't seem to get it -.- and hehe i'm really glad that my good friends are people who i don't need to text everyday but everytime we meet up, it's like nothing's changed and these are the friendships that i really appreciate :")
i had a happy sunday today at least i guess :) spent the day in town with my mummy and daddy :D and i finally tried shiok maki hahaha but it has e weird green stuff in it and the salmon's not fully cooked so it's not super nice to me :( but at least i tried it before hahahaha
gonna rush out my hmk for tmrw after this cus well it's back to the busy school days where the to-do list is never ending :( nonetheless i still hope that term 2 will be a fruitful and good term for all of us :-)
Lyrics that have been stuck in my head:
"Who are you today?
will you be the sun
or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow
Will you make me smile
or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
when i'm lost and i'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
when there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same"
Who Are You by Fifth Harmony
P.S. When will i learn to be brave and follow my heart?
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