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Sunday, January 19, 2014

If I Lose Myself Tonight

It's kinda late and I should go to bed earlier if I can but i just wanna take this time off to blog about the past week so it's okay, blogging >> sleeping :)

Well it's been yet another hectic and tiring week but I lived past it so yay? haha :D Monday's floorball training was really good :-) much as everyone kept laughing at me cus so many embarrassing things happened to me in that 2+ hours but it was a tiring yet satisfying and happy training and i hope trainings in future would be more like this :-) 
PT session on Thursday was good too as well training on saturday :D so yay to a good week of trainings ^^ 

Friday was fun too as i got to meet some of the arvia peeps as we had to rush out costumes cus we weren't ready for filming on saturday oopsy daisy :P nonetheless it was a long and tiring day at school despite ending lessons at 11.40 but well, is it only me but i always feel cool but kinda sad at the same time when i leave school so late :< and i've been going home so late (according to my own standards) from school ever since the year started! I wanna go home at 11.40 on fridays soon hahahaha :) I guess the highlight of the week was filming for orientation video on saturday!!!!! Had loads of fun with arvia minions as well as the other ogs' minions :D super stoked for the whole video to be completed so that we can watch it yay :) 

Sorry for my big face :( i sacrificed haha






Christy with her cool make-up haha :)

Well and i guess i finally understood why some of my friends who seem so happy in school always have sad tweets and stuff at night becus i've kinda experienced it now :< it sucks when you're tired and sleepy and all you wanna do is sleep but u can't cus there's a never-ending amount of work to do and though you're not exactly productive you force yourself to stay awake so you would feel less bad when u finally crash :-( and when it's late at night, those weird and not so positive thoughts come to mind and it just keeps coming cus i can't focus on my work and well things start to get confusing cus i'm awake for one moment and sleeping another moment and yeah i find myself not remembering what happens at night when i wake in the morning. and well life is weirdd and complicated and too many weird incidents have been happening lately but i really hope they do not happen anymore :) 

Time really flies and being a j2 is scary and i know i say this everytime but that's what i really feel and well i can't help it cus it's part and parcel of life and well, life is hard. i guess that's why i really appreciate and learn in lit lessons cus not only is it a subject, it actually lets you think deeper and reflect and even question yourself about life and every lesson is filled with insights and i just find myself listening in awe to what my teachers say sometimes and words is indeed a powerful tool. on the bright side, we finally had like legit real lit lessons and they were so enlightening :") hahaha and the litties are all so smart i feel like a noob :<

Well, i look forward to the week ahead, especially friday cus then i'll get to go out with my friends, finally meet up with my dearest friendies and wear my new new balance kicks hehehehe :-) may everyone have a good week ahead and much as we have so many things to balance in our lives right now, hopefully we'll be able to prioritise and make the right choices :-)

Goal for the week for myself : DO NOT crash and then wake up at weird hours and then sleep again  & start uploading the polaroids taken last year hehe

on the other hand, it's confirmed that i get to host my buddy for the whole 2 weeks that shes's here :) yayyyyyyy <3






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